Sunday, March 28, 2010

Not where I thought I would be...

Remember when you were little and you planned your whole life. You imagined who you were going to marry, you planned your whole wedding, how old you were going to be when you got married, how many kids you were going to have, their names, how far apart they were going to be from each other, and pretty much everything of your life to come. Ok well maybe not everyone was as crazy as I was when I was younger! :-) Well I am here to say that I am 27 and not even close to where I thought I was going to be. I thought for sure by now that I was going to be married and have at least 1 kid. I thought when I got to college I was going to meet the man of my dreams and soon after college we would live a happily ever after life. Well none of that happened. I didn't meet the man of my dreams in college. I didn't even meet him soon after college. And guess what I still haven't met him. And too be really honest, I am not too confident that I will EVER meet him. Some days its just really hard thinking that I am not where I thought I would be by now.

Sorry guys just had to vent for a minute....

Sunday, March 21, 2010

On a mission

Being asked to be in a friend's wedding is one of the most amazing things in the world. It's a privilege and an honor. And I have been lucky enough to be in 2 of my friend's weddings. One is in December and the other one is next April. There is just one little problem being in these weddings... you have to be in all kinds of pictures and in front of a lot of people! So operation get in shape for the weddings has begun!!! I have been trying for a while to really shred some weight, and no matter what I do my body doesn't want to get past a certain point. Now it could be that it is all mental and that I am the reason my body won't get past this number, but I have tried everything. I exercise, I eat right, I track what I eat, and I even go to Weight Watchers meetings every Tuesday night. But no matter what I do I can't lose the weight. So I am hoping that the fact that I am going to be in these weddings will help me get past this mental block and really just lose the weight. If anyone has any suggestions, recipes (I don't eat meat so they would have to be meatless), exercises they like, or words of encouragement send them my way! I could use all the help I could get!

So let operation get fit for the weddings begin!!!